i'm happy with billing my time.
I enjoy my work for the most part and i've long realized my limitations in creating demand for my skills. for lack of better words, I am a poor salesman.
i'm more an engineer(not career wise, but personality) than creative type, so i like structures and procedures.
that doesn't mean i'm not creative, but my creativity has limits given the types of problem i'm solving at that moment in time.
Wouldn't it be better if i could make more money? sure. i think more wouldn't hurt, but i'm ok with what i make. don't have any debt other than mortgage(finally, student loan's all paid up) and am squirreling away some money every months for rainy days, which i've all too often experienced in last few years, which made me particularly risk averse.
i'm not young anymore, but i'm not old either, and i look at all the bright side and opportunities that may come my way in the future, and will prepare to grab it when it does.
oh and GYPSY term.. i do fall into the category, but i've long since realized my faults and foibles.